“Oh god! its 7am already.. damn it, my bus is at 7:20am…” <— thats how i used to wake up every day for two years!! and i hardly ever missed the bus.. theehee..
Happy old collage days. Big big problems i had at that time seems to be silly things now. All time busy with nothing, carrying everything to college in the bag.. except acemedic books.. the junk includes mobiles, cameras and mainly novels. They seemed very important than the acemedic books. Every moment spent in college is such memorable. The corridors, seminar halls, last benchs.. just thinking about them twists the corners of my lips. College have been my home for 4 years…! Iam the worst student possible, i admit it. Always skipping classes, reading novels in class, never on time… absolutely a pain in ass for the professors.. hahaha.. I don’t have the mere idea of how i managed to get out of the college.. am sure the professors are glad i did. Apart from these busy class bunking – novel reading times, friends… politics among them, our silly little gangs and secrets, everything seems to be so funny when i look back. I thank all my friends for it. I can’t believe its been 2 years that the college is finished. Life seems to be paused after that, nothing much happening as exciting as it was earlier.
There were days when i was just stuck with my own things like having just a couple of friends and ignoring the others, minding my own things and feeding my craziness. When all these were happening i didn’t realize what i was missing. The nice experience of having more friends and ofcourse the silly gossips. That seemed to be a tiny issue but that did effect a lot. Many people seems to bind themselves around their dear ones and ignore the rest but realizes later sometime what they missed. Am one of them. I never have a clue of whats happening with others in the class. Am almost isolated, because i was with the wrong acquaintance, and i can’t really blame them, because i gave them the freedom to isolate and hide everything from me.
No one can hurt you without your permission – i heard this somewhere recently, and it sounded very true. Trusting a person is our decision and proving us right is their choice. So, what happens to us entirely depends up on what we have done.
Looking back at what have happened earlier makes me regret for some things. I always wish i can go back and change them. Going back and back takes me some 10 years back to stop some blunders that still gives me nightmares. They taught me some real nice things though.
I miss the college life a lot.. probably i will go back to college again.. lets see what the new place have in reserve for me 
The blunders of life made u what u are today, without having blundered the past 10 years you wouldnt have reached the understanding of things you have today. One should learn from the past but not regret it, even if the past contained bad experiences. The best lessons are learned the hard way. The past is usefull for lessons and understanding but it isnt as important as the future. The future is were the rest of your life is, the part that you can control. Filled with options and different paths. Missing college after u graduate if one of lifes first lessons. Many student that were in college hated every minute of it, but after graduation you start to remember all the fun things that happen, the friendships u made etc etc. It teaches us that things sometimes arent that bad afterall, and that one should value what one allrdy has instead of what they want. Youre the director of your own movie. And part 2 starts , ….. now!